I have all this pain within; enough to create 5 misunderstood artists. Let me know if you'd like some of it. I have more than I need.

I have trusted the process -my break up process-  and now I am finally ready to stop talking to him. I had kept silent through almost all week anyways; I'll also learn not to call him when I am in pain. It is quite ridiculous to do so anyways; after each call I always end up with more of it in my belly.

I have cried for 5 hours now. I hope to have 2 hours in between before it starts again.